Hello, blog. Decided to start fresh. In honor of my newfound love of Degrassi, I shall follow in their footsteps and name each blog with a song title.
I'm getting really excited for Monday, because I get to go to my new doctor. My current doctor sucks unbelievably bad. It takes me forever to get in. I'm wondering if there is a V.I.P card I can apply for somewhere or something. Because I'm always stuck behind the velvet rope while I watch other patients walk gracefully through. I have to have my severed head hanging under my arm for them to take a look at me.
Anyway, Dave has an appointment, too. He and I are going to talk to our new doctors about our depression, and hopefully get prescribed something to balance us out. It's funny, because I've felt this way for almost 10 years now, and he has felt this way for a long time, too. So I'm wondering if things are going to be new between he and I! That's exciting!! :)
I've been reading a lot of things and seeing a lot of things lately that have to do with being a mom. And, as reluctant as I had been in the past, I have to say... the idea has started to warm on me. I know that right now I am infertile, but I'm just saying... the idea of a family has been really appealing lately. There would have to be a TON of things to straighten out (jobs, home, infertility, finances) before that would even begin to be logical. But at least I am not turned off to the possibility anymore.
The thought of Dave and I having no one else in our family just seems so... lonely. And that isn't appealing at all. So. Yeah. That's where we are.
Maybe we're just crazy! :)
